2006-06-13 17:55![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
stormiestl
stormiestlI absolutely fucking can not take it anymore. I have been working this stupid schedule since November. My health is affected. My social life is affected. My job is being affected. I can not do it anymore!! For those of you that do not know... this is my schedule:
Friday 2 pm - 10 pm
Saturday 2pm - 10pm
Sunday 2pm-10pm
Now those three days are not bad except that it stops me from gaming in ANY game that I do from OWod to NWod to Tabletop anything. It also stops me from going to Cons.
Now here is the rest of the week:
Monday 10pm to 6 am Tuesday morning
Tuesday 10pm to 6 am Wednesday morning
(Sleeping during the day..... I live on a 4 lane road with dogs around me ( including my own who most of the time are quiet.) Sirens, trucks, race cars (not really but they sure get loud). I do have a fan going for white noise. but it does not help and have tried sothing music and everything else I can think of) I wear blinders for my eyes for the sun issue. I wake up a lot during the day. My sleep pattern is fucked.
Ok... tell me when my days off are????? They tell me I got 2 of em. Wednesday and Thursday - LIARS!!! I work until 6 am in Wednesday. That is not an off day. I start work on Monday at 10pm so that is not an off day. I have ONE - Thursday.
Oh but Karen you do not have to be at work until 10pm on Monday night.. so you are off for 24 hours. Ok.... I sleep Sunday Night all night long. (normally) Then I get up on Monday.... oh but I work overnight so I need to nap or something throughout the day (if I can) or something or be up for over 24 hours. I could stay up all night on Sunday night but.. oh yeah I will be up for over 24 hours again.
So my body has finally rebelled against me. I came home from work this past Sunday. Decided to go to bed about midnight. Went to bed. Closed my eyes. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! Finally got out of bed about 6 am and did some stuff, had to drive to Jefferson City with my Son. Came back home. Laid back down about 2 pm. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! Got up about 6 pm and ate some dinner. Tried going to sleep again for 3 hours. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! So now I have been up for over 24 hours and headed into 48. Went to work last night. Got home at 6 am this morning. Tried to sleep. Finally at 7:30 am I took 2 sominex hoping against all hope that I sleep. Did I sleep? at 3 hour intervals I slept. I woke up every 3 hours. I woke up totally logey each time, including now as it is almost 6 pm and I have to go to work in 3 hours. Oh but wait... I am off tomorrow. NOT.
I can not do this anymore. Driving a vehicle at work or my own for that matter with no sleep or being sleep deprived is going to kill me one way or the other. If I do not have a heart attack first.
Friday 2 pm - 10 pm
Saturday 2pm - 10pm
Sunday 2pm-10pm
Now those three days are not bad except that it stops me from gaming in ANY game that I do from OWod to NWod to Tabletop anything. It also stops me from going to Cons.
Now here is the rest of the week:
Monday 10pm to 6 am Tuesday morning
Tuesday 10pm to 6 am Wednesday morning
(Sleeping during the day..... I live on a 4 lane road with dogs around me ( including my own who most of the time are quiet.) Sirens, trucks, race cars (not really but they sure get loud). I do have a fan going for white noise. but it does not help and have tried sothing music and everything else I can think of) I wear blinders for my eyes for the sun issue. I wake up a lot during the day. My sleep pattern is fucked.
Ok... tell me when my days off are????? They tell me I got 2 of em. Wednesday and Thursday - LIARS!!! I work until 6 am in Wednesday. That is not an off day. I start work on Monday at 10pm so that is not an off day. I have ONE - Thursday.
Oh but Karen you do not have to be at work until 10pm on Monday night.. so you are off for 24 hours. Ok.... I sleep Sunday Night all night long. (normally) Then I get up on Monday.... oh but I work overnight so I need to nap or something throughout the day (if I can) or something or be up for over 24 hours. I could stay up all night on Sunday night but.. oh yeah I will be up for over 24 hours again.
So my body has finally rebelled against me. I came home from work this past Sunday. Decided to go to bed about midnight. Went to bed. Closed my eyes. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! Finally got out of bed about 6 am and did some stuff, had to drive to Jefferson City with my Son. Came back home. Laid back down about 2 pm. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! Got up about 6 pm and ate some dinner. Tried going to sleep again for 3 hours. Did I sleep? FUCK NO! So now I have been up for over 24 hours and headed into 48. Went to work last night. Got home at 6 am this morning. Tried to sleep. Finally at 7:30 am I took 2 sominex hoping against all hope that I sleep. Did I sleep? at 3 hour intervals I slept. I woke up every 3 hours. I woke up totally logey each time, including now as it is almost 6 pm and I have to go to work in 3 hours. Oh but wait... I am off tomorrow. NOT.
I can not do this anymore. Driving a vehicle at work or my own for that matter with no sleep or being sleep deprived is going to kill me one way or the other. If I do not have a heart attack first.
